So this is my place, I shall ramble...
I'm gonna ramble, hold on to your seats. Got questions, ask when I'm done!
So I'm angry...and I'm hurt. I fluxuate between angry and hurt and it's driving me crazy. I really have no right to be angry. These people had no obligations to me. I'm not really friends with her. And he wasn't "with" me. He'd dumped me like a month before. So why do I feel so betrayed and hurt and angry? This really shouldn't bother me...shouldn't even phase me. Someone fix it. Please. Really, I'd do anything, just...make it go away.
"Once you can accept the universe as matter expanding into nothing that is something, wearing stripes with plaid comes easy."
-Cassie-
Posted at 12:28 am by CassieNia
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Alai
December 30, 2004 12:17 PM PST
Its just my mood, and I know that I have no business in this, I haven't in a very long time... and I know that you're probly going to get angry about this.... but I dont think there was any ties left there. You broke up, when that happens, there are no ties, its like breaking the ties between two people. I don't understand why you are mad... Obviously he was ready to move on, but apparently you aren't. He broke up with you, you are free to meet new interesting and exciting people; both of you are. What I don't understand is how you two can keep playing these cat and mouse games. Constantly getting in fights and making back up.... Breaking up hurts, no shit... but move on, life doesn't wait for you to catch up. |
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Unforgivable
December 29, 2004 03:02 PM PST
life does suck, it's true. things happen, that people wish they could take back, but that doesn't exactly work. once things are laid down, there is no going back. even if it is the most dasterdly deed, which this is. no one of such rare beauty should've been betrayed the way you where. for that i am sorry, if i could i would take it back a thousand times over, but i can't, and i never will be able to, even if i met with god him/herself. i can't ask to be forgiven, because i don't deserve that, and yes you had ties to me, and i to you. i was still bound to you, and i am sorry...i've said that before. i love you, give me a lifetime to make it up to you, i know that truly i don't deserve it. i know that i don't, but please one life time. i will work hard to make us have only one regret. that it wasn't long enough. |
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